F That is the show. Everything I publish lives under it — the videos, the writing, the teaching, the daily devotional. One voice, one man, no separate personas for separate platforms.
The name is not a swear and it is not a gimmick. It is what I say to the thing that is beating me. Forget that. I'm going anyway.
FX4 — the frame it runs on
Four fronts. Faith, finances, fitness, family. Fueled by forgiveness.
It used to be three. My old show was FX3 — faith, finances, fitness — and family got added because I grew up, not because the old one was wrong. I'll reference FX3 honestly. It was the truth I had at the time.
People assume the order is random. It isn't. The order is the argument.
Faith goes first because everything else gets built on top of it. I tried the other stacking — business first, and the rest would follow once the money was right. The money got right. Nothing followed.
Finances second because expansion takes resources. Money is fuel. It is not the point, and the day I confused those two is the day it started costing me.
Fitness third because your destiny falls apart the moment your body quits. I'm learning that one at 48, from the floor.
Family last — and that placement gets me the most pushback. It's last because it's the reason for the other three. You don't climb for the climb. You climb so the people you were given are covered.
And all four are fueled by forgiveness. That's the one that makes the rest move, and I was the last to figure it out. It runs through every front: forgiving God, forgiving the people who took from you, forgiving yourself for the years you wasted, forgiving your own body.
Go to the front you're losing on
Each front has its own page. Start with the one that's actually hurting — not the one that's easiest to read about.
Faith
The foundation. Plain words for holy things, no Christianese. Jesus is King, said like a man rather than a poster.
Finances
Made it, lost it, rebuilding it in the open. Real numbers, real setbacks. It wasn't my money anyway.
Fitness
240 pounds to lean once already, and injured back to the floor now. The proof-of-work front — it cannot be faked.
Family
The quietest and longest work. My wife and kids stay private — this front is about the man I'm trying to become for them.
What you'll actually get
- The Climb — 730 days toward 50, documented live. Day X of 730, weekly recaps, the hard days included.
- The Reset — the free stuff. Things I paid to learn, handed over.
- Polaris — the weekly read on money and markets. Not signals. Not picks.
- The daily devotional — one scripture and one honest paragraph, in your inbox each morning.
Forgiven. Free.